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Love, Hate, Vengeance, Magic

July 19, 2005

G’Kar Speaks: Leaving the Void

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 1:57 pm

Floating. Floating free. Endless white around me in all directions, up and down. I have lost…

I am interupted by a voice. A voice! A voice in the void. It is familiar. Very familiar. I know the man who is speaking….if I can just remember his name…

Kalcryx. Kalcryx of Helm, yes!

“…and if you don’t want to come back, I understand, but I would like you to return…”

Return? Return to where?

I look around for the source of the voice, but no one is near me. Wait…Sending! It is a sending! The magic of Helm! And my dear and true friend is waiting for my answer. They are going to try to ressurect me! Or was that reincarnate? Never mind. It doen’t matter. It’s a way out of this sickening void!

And it is hitting me all at once. I remember everything. My friends, my country, my god.

“Yes!” I cry. “Yes! Please get me out of here! There is nothing to do, I’m going crazy! Oh, and get my gear too, if you can.”

I hang, waiting. It felt like someone else talking just then.

I was excited about something just now, but I can’t remember what.

Floating. Floating free. Endless white around me in all directions…

A hole opens in the void before me. I see…a dwarf, in full platemail, standing guard in front of a stone building. The building is very familiar…then I place it! It’s in Stormaxe! My home!

The guard is staring straight ahead then he blinks, and I realize he is looking at me. His expression changes from guard-like stoicism to bewilderment. His bearded jaw drops and he mouths the words “G’Kar…G’Kar Truehammer….!” The last word becomes fully audible and he shouts it. He moves toward me suddenly.

So that is my name, eh?

A look of anger clouds the dwarf’s face. “You traitor! Where were you when we needed you?!” He pulls out his waraxe. “Our women and children are enslaved by our enemies, and yet you forsake us! Even now you follow a human god!”. I see him advance toward me threateningly.

Just as he seems to get close enough to attack, he blurrs out of existance and is replaced by a great helmeted warrior, standing as tall as the gates of Stormaxe. An enormous gauntletted hand is extended towards me and I hear the words, “G’Kar, my son, return!”

I reach and take His hand. He is the One I now recognize to be The Great Protector Himself.

I awake to find Kalcryx looking down at me. I feel weight, and breath in air. I lift my arms. I am alive again!

But…my hands look different, something is just not right…

But Great Helm it is good to be alive again!

G’Kar Speaks: Floating Revisited

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 1:31 pm

Floating. Floating free. Endless white around me in all directions, up and down. I have lost all track of time.

I vaguely remember trying to make my gear move in front of me, but to no avail. I stretched out with my mind but I could not keep my armor from spinning. I could not force the anything to float back. I watched the pieces drift apart from where my body exploded.

My gear. I cannot even remember where it is, or what it looked like. I can’t even remember how I got here.

I struggle to recall the strange creature I had talked to who floated away to…what? What was he going to do? Something for me, I think. But I can’t remember.

What did my body look like? I can’t even remember that. Something about being shorter and stockier than most, and there was a beard, I think. In fact, I’m sure. A beard. Wait…shorter and stockier than…whom?

Yes, there were others too, but, Great Helm! I cannot remember them either. I’m sure I had friends, but they are hazy, drifting far off in my mind. Like me. Drifting.

I can’t even remember my own name.

Who is Helm, by the way?

Floating. Floating free. Endless white around me in all directions, up and down. I have lost all track of time.

July 18, 2005

G’Kar Speaks: Floating Free

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 7:26 pm

A bright flash of light. So bright, I can’t see, even as I put my hand up to shield my eyes. And the light persists and never dims.

I am floating in a void too bright to see. I reach in front of me to feel anything and I grasp nothing. My feet do not touch the floor. What sort of magic is this?!

And I hear nothing. My shouts do not echo, but are absorbed. I feel as though I am packed in a great sea of feather down.

Time passes. I begin to realize that my wounds, sustained from the battle I was just in, are not smarting as much as they were a few minutes before. I am feeling the same as when Helm’s magic cures me.

I go over my spells. I cannot think of any power Helm has granted me which can help. I must call my friends, but I cannot think of a way to do it. Yes, I can cast a sending, but I doubt it would work. I begin to suspect I am in another plane of existence. What good can Helm’s power do here?

But something is wrong…the healing energy pressing against me is almost too good, for lack of a better word. It is coming too fast, the is pressure too high. I feel as if I am about to burst!

Then, a welling up of power too great for my mortal body to withstand. My body is on fire! I scream for help but nothing happens. GREAT HELM, SAVE ME!

Then blackness. Nothingness.

I awake again, but I can see now. The brightness no longer hurts my eyes. And I can move. I can turn. Around me are floating objects that I instantly recognize as my gear. There is my bastard sword, my shield, and over there is my suit of Dwarven platemail. I even see my mysterious magical bag which holds many things (including the suit of chainmail given to me by a great priest of Clangadden on his deathbed), tumbling end over end before me.

I reach out to touch the objects but realize suddenly that I cannot reach anything. I no longer have arms to reach with. I no longer have feet to stand on. I no longer have a heart to pump my Dwarven blood. I, in fact, no longer have a body at all. I am pure energy. Am I dead?

Then I see something approaching me in the distance. A figure of a man, floating toward me. But something is wrong. His head…his head is detached, and it moves around independantly!

The alarming creature approaches me, bows, and speaks to me. His lips do not move–I hear him in my head.

“I am very sorry,” he says, his voice echoing in my head.

“Where am I?” I stammer, but without moving my lips.

He regards me. “You are not from here. What is your name?”

I draw my energy body up to it’s full height. “I am G’Kar Truehammer of Helm, son of S’Kar and…” Continuing on, I name my entire family tree, as is the tradition of my people when greeting each other. My new found friend seems attentive.

“You are from the prime, then.” He regards me again with an expression of great sadness. “Again, I am very sorry.”

“For what?” I ask.

“You are on the Positive Energy Plane, my most unfortunate friend. And you were mortal too. I’m afraid there is no return for you to the Prime.”

“‘Were a mortal?!’ Do you mean I am dead?”

“In a way, yes. But you still have your soul and you can venture freely about this wonderful world!”

I look around. White nothingness for as far as I can see. “You think this is wonderful, eh?”

“For us, yes! This is a beautiful existence. One can contemplate many great things here in the vast silence and calm, basking in the powerful energy. I cannot imagine a better way to live! Can you?

“But my friend, you cannot return to your home. Your body has been destroyed. I am so sorry for this. This happens to all mortals who venture here. Their bodies just cannot take the healing energy around them–it is too great to withstand.”

I hang motionless for a while, and find myself sobbing, even though I have no eyes to water or nasal passages to clog with mucous.

After a while of regarding me, he finally offers to venture into the Prime Material Plane and search for a friend dearest to me, to tell them of my fate. “This so they may put you to rest.”

“Yes, please! I would greatly appreciate this kindness.” I think for a while and then say, “Is there a chance they could free me?” I brighten a bit at this.

“Well…,” he ponders this for a while, “they might be able to use magic to return your soul to your plane.”

“Yes. A ressurection. Tell them to get my things as well.”

He frowns at this. “I’m afraid that I will have difficulty finding you or your gear once we depart company. This is a vast, uncharted space, even to my kind.” He looks at me with narrowed eyes, “You should be happy to return to your plane as you are.”

We float together for a bit, then he turns, but before he does, he says, “I take my leave of you, Master G’Kar. Oh, by the way, who should I contact?”

“Jaran.” I tell him the city where I believe she should be.

I watch his body recede into the great whiteness until it is a speck. Then he was gone. I look back at my floating gear.

Weightless, I wait.

February 10, 2005

G’Kar Speaks: G’Kar’s Conversion to Helm

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 11:17 pm

G’Kar Speaks to his friends:

My Dear friends,

We have been together for many moons now, and have seen much and endured much. We have helped each other through tight places, and offered our services to each other in order to fufill quest after quest. We have stood by one another when we faced judgement at the hands of the Tethyrians. We have witnessed things in our quests that most ordinary men, elves and dwarves shall never see in their entire lifetimes.

As well, you all sacrificed much so that I could reclaim Dwarventhrower, a Holy Relic of the Church of Clangeddin Silverbeard. For this I am eternally grateful.

I therefore feel I must explain my actions of late for many of you are no doubt confused by what you see now. I have a different color cloak, I bear the symbol of Helm, my armor is shiny, my beard carefull and neatly braided, and I no longer wield Dwarventhrower in battle. This I imagine to be alarming to you, and I understand how it must look.

In order to clarify my motives, I will now recite to you a prayer I said to Helm this morning. Here is my prayer:

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Great Protector Helm,

I have been a follower of Clangeddin Silverbeard for as long as I can remember. He has granted me spells and powers for doing battle in His name. I am grateful to Him for all He has bestowed upon me, and in fact I shall stand with Him on his judgment day to speak well of Him, for he has been fair and good.

So, it is with great trepidation and heavy heart that I turn to a different path. I was raised to believe that the only way to find self worth was to do battle in Clangeddin’s name. Gradually, a shift in my beliefs has come over me.

I was not in Stormaxe in its hour of greatest need. I am terribly ashamed at this and can no longer be the head of a church which I let down so devastatingly. My high priest was murdered, and likely my family. I even watched my god fall in battle, and he now is exiled.

I no longer desire revenge against the barbarians who ransacked Stormaxe, nor against the god who felled Clangeddin; instead I feel the calling to protect my human, dwarven and elven countrymen and my friends from the evil which is threatening to take over the land.

I hereby renounce the power that Clangeddin has bestowed upon me and leave my greatest treasure, the Dwarventhrower, behind (with a church of Clangeddin) so that I may follow my heart.

You, Great Helm, have been a presence in my life for many moons. You answer my prayers. You offer me guidance where I had none before. I have watched You work through your servant Kalcrix and witnessed Your great deeds through him. And I see that the One has granted you authority to guard the Celestial Gates because You above all are fair and just.

It is with great joy that I rededicate my life to you. I am from this moment on your servant. I wish to fight, protect and heal in Your name. Tell me what Your Will is, Great Protector Helm.

G’Kar Truehammer, Follower of Helm
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G’Kar leans back in his chair and regards the faces of his companions. “I hope you do not think badly of me, or come to the errant conclusion that I have abandoned Clangeddin Silverbeard because I am trying to gain more power, or because I think he is a failure. This could not be further from the truth. I am following my heart. I feel a strong pull to Helm because He teaches what I believe to be the truth.

In fact, I may even now be a liability to you. I am bound by duty and honor to return Dwarventhrower to a Church of Clangeddin Silverbeard, for I can no longer wield it in battle. Though I may now cast spells, I have a fraction of my old power, even excluding the Weave’s behavior in this (shall we call it?) “time of troubles.” Even that the One’s judgement may come and find Clangeddin blameless (which I’m sure It will and I shall stand beside my former god to give testimony on His behalf), and even that magic should be restored to its former glory, I shall be half the cleric I used to be.

“I have also renounced my former names of honor; I am no longer ‘Champion Alagor,’ nor ‘Defender of the Twin Storms,’ nor ‘High Old One,’ nor ‘Sacred Knight of the Warprinces.’ I am now just ‘G’Kar Truehammer of Helm.’ How could I possibly live up to these titles when I let my city fall under my enemy’s hand, allowed the slaughter of the High Priest Throrar, and stood by while my family was killed?” A tear slides down his face and he hastily wipes it away.

Once he regains his composure, he contiues, “My hammer, as you may or may not know, can think and express itself to me. It is angry and does not forgive me for what it considers to be a betrayal. It wants me to wield it to kill orcs and giants.” He pauses and looks around the room at each of his friends. “This is not where I am anymore. I no longer have the desire to kill for glory. Since I have failed my family, my church and my city, I feel I must attone.

I now follow Helm because I want to protect the innocent and weak. I put aside my former glory and power and walk the simple path. I hope Helm can teach me the true meaning of humility and what it means to protect and serve.
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October 16, 2004

G’Kar Speaks: The Dwarventhrower

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 4:11 pm

Friends, let me tell you the tale of my blessed weapon, the Mighty Dwarventhrower. Drink of your ale, sit and listen, and enjoy my Dwarven tale of valor, battle and great deeds.

I will tell you that I was overjoyed when the Clangeddin High Priest, Thorar Silverhand, bestowed unto me the blessed Dwarventhrower (of course, at considerable cost in gold pieces–but then again, such a relic is not for sale to the general public). The hammer performed amazingly well–I could throw it at my enemies and it would return to me so that I might rend more flesh from afar. And in close range, I could decimate my enemies with surprising speed.

Over the many months that I possessed this relic, I have become closer to it, and when I was deprived of it recently (a dragon had stolen it from me when I was prone), I could not think of anything else besides my hammer. Every weapon I used was a meager replacement, a poor substitution.

My good friends, trusted companions and fellow solders agreed to help me recover my weapon. We learned that the hammer was located in a Black Dragon’s lair–in fact not just one dragon, but a family of them!

We faced the youngster and vanquished him, not without great effort, and felt flush with victory until out of the cave stepped his father. After regrouping, we returned and vanquished him, again with great effort and sacrifice. Then, we faced his mate.

We chased her into her lair, but the tunnel of the cave was long. Kalcryx and I felt our Righteous Might fade and Jaran’s speed spell wane. We stood before the huge creature feeling weak and naked. But my determination to re-aquire my precious hammer overcame my fear of the beast. And my companions stood by me and fought bravely.

We wore the dragon down, and finally she attempted to bargain with us. She demanded an exchange of a magic item for our lives. Lyta made our feelings about that bargain known by fireballing the great winged beast.

After much brave fighting, I found myself in her clutches, unable to move. The dragon roasted me in her powerful acid breath, and then threatened to do it again if we did not bargain. “Will you raise my mate and leave my lair?”

I told her, “It depends. Let me have my hammer and we can talk.” “Raise my partner, leave my lair, and I’ll drop the dwarf.”

Lyta has amazing powers of communication, the magely ability to whisper, across distance, into each of our ears. She had bestowed this ability on each of us prior to the fight. She then used to it ask, “Should I attack the dragon?” With my life hanging by a thread, I instinctively said, “No,” thinking that I might be able to have my hammer back and leave, such a powerful draw it has on me. But upon quick reflection, I realized that my life was forfeit in the case because no dwarf, elf or man, right with Law and Goodness should ever bargain with a creature so vile and evil. “Yes!” I shouted, and the others agreed. Lyta attacked, and the dragon breathed on me and put out my life.

I stood in a gigantic cave, whose walls were too distant to see. A great river flowed before me, and a ferryman waited for me, his dwarven beard braided neatly. He gestured that I should step into the ferry. I could make out great clouds on the other side of the massive body of water.

I hesitated. The dwarf, dressed in shining white armor bearing the seals of Clangeddin and Moradin eyed me. “You are not yet ready to cross the great river,” he said to me. “Behold,” and he pointed in a direction behind me.

I looked over my shoulder and saw that the mist surrounding me moved together to form a circle. The center of the circle was like a mirror, but I could see shapes beyond. In the visions I could make out Kalcrix paying a powerful looking cleric and I heard the words “Resurrection Most True.”

“Your companions call to you,” the boatsman said behind me. “You may take the boat, however, if you wish.”

“There is much work to be done, especially in the name of Clangeddin,” I muttered, more to myself than anyone else. “My friends call to me. But also my mission, and my hammer.”

“Thy hammer.” I turned to look at the boatsman, but he looked differently now. He was taller, and his beard had become the most silver I had ever seen. I realized I was looking at Clangeddin himself, who had in his massive hand my warhammer. AND IT SEEMED TO BE CALLING TO ME.

“Take me. Take me, for there is much work to be done,” the hammer seemed to say. “The land is overrun with evil, dreaded Banite evil. We must bring order back to the land. We must bring goodness back to the land. We must make the caves safe again for our people. We must unite the humans and the elves against this threat.”

My Great God made to give my warhammer to me. I reached out and took it.

I awoke in a bed with spartan furnishings, my beard and long hair completely clean. Across my chest was my warhammer, and my arms were folded around it. Kalcrix stood before me, smiling. “Welcome back friend. You now have your hammer.”

Lyta stood beside him. “I really hope that hammer was worth all the gold we spent bringing you back. I mean really, a family of black dragons!”

I was glad to be alive again. I stood up, despite my nakedness, held my hammer on high and shouted, “We have work to do! Woe be unto the Banites who have deceived us, woe be unto them and their children, who dare to invade our lands, rape our women and dominate our cities! Woe be unto Amn and all those who side with her! Clangeddin himself has charged me to rid the land of this evilness!”

A few days after my resurrection, we engaged in a battle right in the halls of the enemy. My old friend Murdock (quite unwhittingly) had left us a scroll which would take us to this very place. We vanquished two very powerful-looking armored figures almost at once, since we had the element of surprise on our side. The battle raged. A whole phalanx of clerics throw evil magic at us, but with the help of our powerful mages, Lyta and Jaran, they were vanquished. Then we fought a mage possessing power I have not witnessed anywhere else.

The unfortunate thing is, really, my choice of shield. At one point in the battle I had to drop my beloved, newly acquired hammer to read a scroll. My shield is too large for me to hold a scroll and defend myself, so i had to get a free hand. And I almost lost my hammer! The powerful mage cast meteors and fireballs at the same time. My hammer took terrible damage because I could not protect it. Luckily, it held together. In retrospect, I could almost hear its cries, but I dismissed it at once as mid-battle stress.

The meteors proved too much for Gwynn and Kalcryx, and both fell. Fortunately, Blessed, Holy and Righetous Clangeddin had bestowed upon me a special healing spell, but I had to use it quickly. Having to choose between Gwynn and Kalcryx was difficult, but tactically, it made sense to bring Kalcryx back. So, without hesitation, I ran to his body and caught him as he fell, and with the Power of Clangeddin, restored his life force.

Lyta had finished off the last of them, but the mage had got away. We left the great hall via mage magic. Jaran cast a spell and at once we were enshrouded in shadows, walking across country at amazing speed. It never fails to take my breath away. We emerged from the magical shadows into a busy city street of Waterdeep. I think Jaran had mentioned this city to me before, but only in passing. But she seemed to know it fairly well.

We firstly bought a similar service for Gwynn and brought her back from the dead. We then went about other business and then entered an inn in the evening.

That night I had an amazing dream. I stood at the side of the great river again. But instead of my Great Lord Clangeddin, my hammer floated in front of me. It spoke to me in a magical voice that only I could understand. It told me of the great things we can do together. “Yes!” I shouted above the roar of the mighty river. Then I reached out to take it. It moved back.

“Thou must nay set me down nor allow me to part from thee, ever again. If thou doeth, thou wilst never be the same again. Thou wilst be greatly weakened.” I moved toward it saying, “And saddened beyond all measure. I promise, that shall never happen again.” I reached out once more.

Moving further back out of my reach, it sang in its musical voice, “Thy shield, thou shalt do better. Look into the hold thou hast collected from the Banites with whom thou didst do battle. Thou must have a hand free, and never set me down again. Take me to Erum that I might be mended.”

“Yes. A new shield. You shall be protected.” With that, I grasped the hammer and awoke.

I rose, picked up my hammer, and turned it over in my hands. I noted the pits and etching it had sustained from the battle. A tear rolled down my face as I imagined the horror of losing this precious relic. “Never again,” I vowed.

May 26, 2004

G’Kar Speaks: To the Dwarves of Stormaxe

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 12:44 pm

G’Kar points at Gwynn, faces the dwarves and shouts,
“Even though she is a human, she has fought bravely on the side of
Clangeddin to defeat His enemies! Behold, the temple was overrun with
Banites, but we have scourged the last of their disease from
Clangeddin’s Most Holy Temple.” He gestures around, including the entire
party. “These are my friends, and are to be reveared as holy since they
have aided in the cleansing of the temple, even the doing the will of
Clangeddin.”

“Stay your hammers and your anvils. Stop the shipments of arms and men
and pause to realize just who you have been working for these long
months, for we as righteous dwarves of Stormaxe have been greatly
deceived by wickedness and evil. Our people have been sent forward to
slaughter our friends and have fought alongside our enemies. Whenever a
fight turns against us, our Banite comrades in arms have turned and fled
like the cowards they are, leaving our brethren to be slaughtered alone.
SO MANY DISHONORABLE DEATHS, UNWORTHY OF THE RIGHTEOUS
FOLLOWERS OF CLANGEDDIN!!!”

“Our great High Priest Thorar Silverhand has been captured and I believe
murdered. He was tricked by those he believed were his allies. He lies
perhaps dead in an Abysal plane, where the very walls of their caves are
made of vile living flesh. Our armies have been marching and doing the
will of Bane, not the will of Clangeddin nor of Moradin. We have marched
alongside the enemy, who has stabbed us in the back in the eleventh
hour, even as we realized we have been deceived.”

“We must mobilize not against Tethyr, but against Amn instead. We must
now atone for shedding the blood of our friends, even though they may be
human, by shedding the blood of the enemy in turn. Clangeddin requires
that we right these wrongs; only then can we cross the great river after
death and take our place on the Holy Battlefields of the Great Beyond.
We must call our brothers in other dwarven cities. We must contact our
Elven allies. We must stop the war on the Good and Honorable Humans of
Tethyr–yes, I said Good and Honorable Humans! They do exist, and I have
fought alongside many”, he gestures to Gwynn.

“And maybe we may not care what happens to humans or elves, since we are
disinterested in the affairs of other races. But we have seen what
happens when we turn away and keep to ourselves. Wyrms invade and
terrorize our caves, and that is only the beginning. Behold, even our
great temple has been defiled. A room the shape of the Hand of Bane has
been constructed here in the temple, under our very noses! Bane will
stop at nothing. He will not leave our caves alone nor will he cease
infultrating our cities. He has planted spies amongst us. He has set
brother against brother. His reign over dwarven kind must come to an
end. And it begins TODAY!

“Join me now and fight the Most Holy Fight! I summon all priests and
warriors to my table to join my council. We go forth now and rid the
land of Banite deceit, treachery and evil.!”

September 20, 2003

G’Kar Speaks: G’Kar meets Helm

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 12:29 am

On some occasion long ago in our travels through the land of elves and humans, we came across a magic helmet of unknown properties. The mage-elves attempted to identify it to no avail. We took it to the mages most advanced in their art, and yet it was even beyond the ability of these wizards to know what the helmet actually did. One thing was for certain, and as certain as the dwarves mine the earth and make marvelous works of stone, metal and gems, it was indeed of the most powerful magic.

Months went by and after yet one more attempt to divine the helm’s secrets failed, Kalcryx, frustrated and curious, stole away in secret and donned helmet. We did not know what he had done, but he began exhibiting unusual behavior. For example, when Jaran cast a spell to temporarily restore his missing leg, he threw his peg-leg over his shoulder. Jaran had scolded him and thrust it back in his hand, but Kalcryx seemed uninterested in keeping it. Now this puzzled me because I know Master Kalcryx, High Priest of Helm better than that. I began watching him more closely and then a suspicion came over me which made the sturdy rock foundation I was born on seem to shake and falter (much like being out to sea). After praying to Clangeddin for a divination spell which would help me to know a person’s heart better, I cast it and gazed fixedly on Kalcryx. He looked at me, clearly annoyed, and spat, “What are you looking at?!”. And that’s when I saw it: an aura of evil around him!

Somehow we found out that he had donned the mysterious helmet in secret. I even tried to get him to put it back on to see if the effects would be reversed, but to know avail. But then later, we discovered that the magical aura the helm had once possessed was no longer present. Fearing that the spell could not be reversed easily, I then set out to try to restore my comrade-in-arms to his original state. I visited a high-priest of Moradin (I would have gone to a church of Clangeddin had there been one in the city which we were visting, but my church is not that well known, something I intend to change in the near future) and asked him what he could offer to help return my friend back to normal. In our discussion, we determined that he may be rejected from Helm’s church. The priest offered a scroll to me, penned in magical Dwarvish which read “Atonement” near the wax seal of Moradin. “If your friend is truly sorry for his actions, this may reverse the effects of the magical helmet.”

It was the best and only solution I was offered, outside direct confrontation in battle–a thought I did not relish greatly, and certainly an option viewed as a last resort.

We stayed at an Inn in a small village near Fortenbury, and I kept a watchful eye on my now-evil friend. Fortunately, human ale is weak, much like drinking pint after pint of flavored water, so I kept my wits about me and watched. Since I planned to sleep on the floor of the pub, I was there the entire night.

Kalcryx had spent most of the evening with two scantily clad elvish women (something I’d never seen him do normally–in fact I can’t remember a time I’d ever seen him engaging in any sort of mating ritual). They left to go back to his room at some point in the evening, and I stayed, drinking the beer-flavored-water the humans seems to like and watching the pub.

About two o’clock in the morning, Kalcryx came down the inn’s creaky stairs (bah, a dwarven inn would be made of stone–how elvish of the humans) and left through the pub’s front entrance. I followed him, and stopped him in the alley way.

“Friend Kalcryx, where be ye headed on such a fine night?” I asked, looking at him unblinkingly and sternly. “Down to the temple of Helm,” he said, matter-of-factly. “I volunteered for watch duty this morning.”

“Hrm,” I said, stroking my long, silver beard idly. “And what will you be doing on this watch?”

“Patrolling, mainly.”

“Will there be killing involved?” I pressed closer for this.

“Well, let’s see, if I’m attacked, then probably yes. Why, feel like you’ll miss out?”

“No–just, er, I want you to promise me that you won’t kill anyone tonight. I can’t explain much more than that, but if my friendship has ever meant anything to you at all, you will comply with my request.”

He just stared back (down, really), a half smile smudged on his huge face. He scratched his nose with a claw, and then said, “G’Kar, you annoy me. I have work to do,” and with that, he walked off.

The next thing I knew, I was pounding on Jaran’s door, and found myself face to face (really face to chest) with a bleary eyed, unamused half-drow. “What’s going on G’Kar?”

“We all know that Kalcryx has changed for the worse since he donned the Helmet, yes? Oh stop looking at me like that–he’s gone off to make rounds for the Helmite church, and I am afraid he will get himself into trouble. I want to use this on him,” and I pulled out the scroll of atonement I obtained from the church of Moradin. “You see, if he kills, and he does so dishonorably, Helm will ban him from his church. I believe if I can catch him before he does anything rash, and get him to honestly repent for donning the helmet in the first place, we can reverse its effects. We need to accost him now!”

Jaran instantly snapped out of her grogginess, just as if a magical bellows had caused flame to spring forth out of cold, quiet stone. She was in action, and we were already going down the hall to seek Delen and Connor.

We went to the temple of Helm to learn Kalcryx’s planned route, but his route was so large that he could be anywhere in the city. Once we exited the Helmite temple, Jaran performed in her usual way (she has never admitted to having thiefly ways, but I figured it out from a long time of fighting along side her, watching her pick locks, disable traps, move in a utterly silent way and inflict grievous wounds from behind an unsuspecting opponent). She vanished into the night to seek out where Kalcryx might be.

We finally met up with Jaran, who had located Kalcryx. Apparently there had been some sort of altercation between the priest and a different thief, and they had just returned from the prison where they had deposited said thief. But my fears were abated when I was told that he acted in self-defense. Had he acted in a dishonorable way, it would be one more deed too many–this could cause the atonement to fail. If I could but convince him that donning the cursed helm has led him astray from his god, if I could make him but feel genuine remorse… It was in Clangeddin’s hands at this point.

“I was just trying to wake up some of the mages around here,” said Kalcryx, “and buy a scroll. But none of them seem to want to come out of their houses. I was going to trade this for a scroll before I got attacked by that thief, ” and he held out a handsome gem. I wondered if it had been cut by a dwarven diamond-smith, it’s angles were so precise.

I eyed my old friend suspiciously. “Why searchth thee for scrolls at such a late hour, particularly when you are in the charge of the church of Helm to patrol the streets?”

He shrugged, “I dunno. I wanted to buy a scroll.”

“This does not sound like the honorable warrior and priest I have come to know over the time we have campaigned together. Surely, does this not sound strange?”

“No. I don’t see anything wrong here.” Kalcryx’s expression was blank, save for a slight upturn of his lip. His eyes were shining in a way which reminded me of a crafty dwarven child playing a practical joke on a friend.

“Then I submit to you, Kalcryx of Helm, that you have fallen from your ways as a priest and have run afoul of Helm’s honor! Do you wish to be expelled from your church?! You will no longer be able to cast the spells of Helm!”

“Oh.”

“Does this not fill you with remorse and regret?!”

“Yeah, I suppose it does,” he looked anything but convincing to me. Jaran took the opportunity to hand Kalcryx the Lifebringer. If there was one truly honorable and noble weapon in the world, this was it. “Take it.”

At that point I noticed Kalcryx casting a spell. The power of Clangeddin allowed me to divinate that he was trying to dispell the magic of the mysterious Lifebringer!

I wasn’t sure if it worked, but I brandished my Dwarventhrower and shouted, “let us do battle then! If you are still normal in every respect, the Lifebringer will work for you–but I daresay it will not on this day…ah! It speaks to you–what does it tell you!?”

“The Lifebringer says that it’s quite happy to be back with me,” Kalcryx smirked.

“Why then did you attempt to dispell it’s magic?!”

Kalcryx had no answer. There was a terrible lull, a tension filled silence which surrounded us while we stared at each other. I noticed that the smirk had faded from his face. “Do you truly wish to have Helm grant you more spells on the morrow?” I pressed.

He thought about it, then looked down at me, “I wish Helm would grant me more spells.”

With that, I pulled out the scroll the dwarven priest of Moradin had sold me. The symbols were in dwarvish, but they shimmered in the way magical scrolls do. Minutes passed as I read, parts of the scroll crumbling away magically into powder.

A drop of moisture hit my hand, and I held my shield over the scroll as it began to rain, lightly at first. With each passing stanza, the rain increased in volume. Soon Jaran was holding her cloak over me, deflecting most of the downpour.

Then, I noticed something strange. The rain, which had been coming down hard, began to look wrong. I blinked my eyes, but sure enough, each raindrop’s fall was slowing. I paused from my magical reading and saw the crumbling bits of parchment slowing their drift to the street. Jaran and Kalcryx stood unmoving, the noise of the rain began to fade, and all became utterly still. I was as if I had cast Clangeddin’s Withdrawl, but I cannot cast two spells at once!

Then a shimmering light came forth and I shielded my eyes, for strong it was. When I could focus, my mind was dazzled and my heart sent beating fast. And then a figure emerged from the light.

The figure was massive, standing head and shoulders above the buildings around us. It’s head was covered in an ornate helmet, and body armor so massive that I could outfit an entire troop of the High Priest’s warrior dwarves. Then the figure spoke and the ground seemed to shake with the depth of his voice.

“THIS WILL NOT WORK. HE HAS COMMITTED NO MISDEEDS. THERE IS NOTHING TO ATONE FOR.”

I stood agape looking at the figure, and realized that I was addressing Helm himself! Great Dwarf, here I was conversing with such a great and noble being, and yet my own god failed to give me audience, only occasionally communicating to me in dreams, and then only in visions!

“But–surely, is it not a crime for him to be excommunicated from the church of Helm? Perhaps his crime is the change of heart he has had. Please, he is my friend, and surely one of your greatest followers! You cannot turn away from him, for he needs you now!”

The great figure paused, then extended his great hand. “I CANNOT LET YOU WASTE THIS OPPORTUNITY. THAT IS WHY I AM HERE.” I noticed a scroll pinched between two massive gloved fingers. I noted that had he wanted to, he could smite me where I stood, with just one of those fingers. I took the scroll, which filled my hand, and looked at the seal. “Will I be able to read this scroll?”

“NO. THIS IS FOR YOUR MAGE. YOU MUST RESTORE MY CHILD TO HIS RIGHTFUL FORM.”

In his other hand, he held what looked like a miniature helmet (but which I realized was larger than my own head). I recognized it to be the magic helmet which had caused Kalcryx to become not himself. Helm squeezed his hand and crushed the helmet into dust.

I looked down again at the scroll, and then back up at the larger-than-life warrior.

“Oh Great Helm, you are a fair and just god…”

And with a no warning, time resumed for me, water droplets, which were suspended in mid-drop, hit the now muddy streets. The sound of the rain was almost deafening. Jaran took a small step backward in spite of herself, as she realized I was no longer holding the scroll I was reading, but a different, larger scroll still rolled up bearing a seal. I turned to her.

“You MUST read this. I have it on extremely good authority that it will restore our misguided friend,” and with that, I shoved it into her hand.

“What’s on the scroll?” Kalcryx looked startled. “I thought you were reading something else?”

Jaran faced him. “It is a scroll which contains mage magic, and will grant a wish of any proportion to the reader.”

Kalcryx shrugged. “So? I don’t need a wish. And I can’t think of a reason why you would want to read it either.”

“Kalcryx, do you want me to restore you back to the way you were before you donned the magical helmet? I want to make sure you understand what I’m about to do.” Jaran told him.

“Just read it Jaran!” G’Kar shouted.

“What’s all the urgency, dwarf?” Kalcryx now looked a little nervous, his hand going into his pocket.

G’Kar faced Kalcryx, “the scroll comes from Helm himself! I have seen him!”

Kalcryx just laughed, then suddenly pulled out a scroll of his own and without anyone
being able to stop him, he vanished.

“An invisibility spell! Jaran, waste no more time!”

With that, she broke the seal on the scroll and read aloud in a language I could not understand. Then she added at the end in Common, “I wish Kalcryx to be restored to his state from right before he put on the helm.”

There was a pause. Then in a flash of light, Kalcryx reappeared, this time with his peg leg. “All hail friends, ” he said, then looking around, “where am I?”

“My good friend, it is a long story, one best told whilst drinking dwarven ale and smoking a fat pipe of fine tobacco.”

We headed back to the tavern, and agreed to try to get a good nights sleep. As I lay down on the wooden floor, wishing for something harder like good solid stone under my head, my mind drifted, and I pictured the massive and great Helm standing over me. I have seen faith waver before in my time, and I have seen magic take loyal followers away from Clangeddin. But I must admit I’ve never seen a god come back to rescue one of his own.

In addition to doing my nightly worship and prayer to Clangeddin, I also prayed to Helm to watch over our friend. Great Helm, I thank thee!

May 15, 2003

G’Kar Speaks: Cursed Leech -25 Elasias, 1357DR

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 4:50 pm

Treacherous Leech! Would that I see the hideous creature yet again I should kill it with my bare hands!

We all stood in the hallway of the evil, glyph-laden sancuary, below a sunken sailing vessel, at the bottom of the sea. After dispatching the mummies back to the hell plane from which they came, we debated the matter of Jaran’s dagger, Leech. It was pressing her to cut her own hand from her body and place it (and Leech) on the altar in the great room before us. Every moment which passed caused Jaran greater pain. Indeed it looked as if Leech might kill her if she did not comply.

Earlier, we encountered a ghost in the stateroom of the submerged vessel. Once I realized what it was I instinctively uttered the chant to bring forth Clangeddin’s protection from evil on both Jarl and I, lest the apparition steal years from us yet again. The ghost charged us to destroy a temple, the very temple in fact we later discovered laying below the sunken ship. Personally, I care nothing about evil temples–they can stand if they like. But the ghost pleaded with us to release him, that the only way was to destroy the temple which kept him earthbound. I take my contracts seriously–the ghost did us no harm so that we may help him.

So, we descended the great staircase to discover our path blocked by many glyphs. Delenn used her staff of insects to set off the glyphs in our path so that we could move freely. We engaged the mummies which we awoke, and destroyed them.

Jaran told us of Leech’s promise to reward her if she mutilated herself. I was not convinced of Leech’s sincerity, but Jaran believed it the right thing to do. I was inclined to go along with this because 1) it was her hand, not mine and 2) an agreement is an agreement. Still, Kalcrix had complained about being nearly blinded by Leech’s evil, and evil is not to be trusted.

So, Jaran approached the altar and proceded to remove her own hand, the hand of which Leech had clung to for months. Clangeddin Silverbeard had granted me a spell of injury repair, and I intended to use it once she had cut the vile dagger from her body. But I needed to wait until she had finished. Her screams of agony began to disturb me greatly–it seemed that she was taking way to long, so without realizing it, and against the protests of my other companions, I found myself uncharacteristically rushing to her aid.

When I reached her side, she had barely avoided passing out, and had successfully severed her own hand. But before I could administer my healing spell, she placed the treacherous Leech, clinging to a bloody limb, onto the altar. A great white explosion ensued and I blacked out.

Before me stood a great dwarf with a flowing silver beard, as brilliant and strong as polished mithril. Clouds floated about His head, and it seemed the heavens parted to make way for Him. He rasied magic axe and hurled it toward my head. The impact of His divine weapon brought me back into the world.

Kalkrix leaned over me, still holding the remains of a disintegrating scroll. “In Clangeddin’s Name, what has happened, Friend Kalkrix?!” I stammered, my throat burning with thurst. I sat up, feeling much weaker than I remember, and looked around. Biting cold numbed my joints, being transfered straight into my body through my banded mail. We were in a fortress, and there was open sky. Kalkrix explained that I had been killed at Leech’s altar, along with Jaran.

Leech had been transformed. He apparently grew into an eight-foot tall winged demon. “I’m free,” he shouted, and then proclaimed, “I shall destroy this temple.” With that, he opened a portal behind him and cast a spell, and leaped through. Even though Kalkrix had revived me, Leech had caused the entire temple to begin to fall to ruins. A great chunk of stone fell, finishing me.

Jarl and Kalkrix had very little time to think. Looking from Jaran’s dead body, to mine, then to the giant pearl which lay next to the altar, and knowing that neither one of them could carry both of us *and* the pearl and make safely across the great hall, Jarl picked up Jaran, and Kalcrix grabbed my body and the great pearl and leaped through Leechs’ still opened portal. Delenn hopefully escaped via broom back to the surface.

We now stare at a deactivated portal, wondering what plane we are now on and if we will ever be able to return. I implore Clangenddin for strength to fight whatever hideous entities which await us in this frozen hell.

Would that I could change the past, I would have cut Jaran’s hand from her body myself, administered blessed healing from Clangeddin, and then tossed that foul Leech into the depths of the sea.

March 13, 2003

G’Kar Speaks: 27th Kythorn

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 11:30 pm

What?! The werewolves were in fact our Gypsy hosts?! We had to kill what we thought were fiends, but who turned out to be the very same people who we drank with and who listened to my brave and honorable dwarven tales… I must say I am stunned! The others in my party refused to let me take the bodies back to the encampment. It offends my sense of honor.

Fighting the werewolves and the spiders was all in a days work. Typical faire for my group of brave companions (I was ready to take on the entire orc village to boot). I am hoping for more battle along the way; I anticipate our planned visit to Weatherford. Still in awe over the power of my new blessed artifact, the Dwarventhrower, am I amazed at how I can deal deadly blows from afar. I smote werewolves and spiders over Kalkrix’s fortification wall, taller than myself!

On the matter of the *children* I am very ready to give them leave at Grimclaw. It was enough that we almost lost Flanna! Travelling warriors doing Clangeddin’s (and Helm’s, with apologies to gentle Kalkrix) bidding should not be hampered like this!

I live for the the chance to do battle in Clangeddin’s name, but I sorely miss the caves and rock walls of Twin Axes, dwarven ale and song, and my family.

G’Kar Truehammer, Defender of the Twin Storms, Dwarven Champion of Clangeddin Silverbeard

G’Kar Speaks: 26th Kythorn

Filed under: G'Kar Speaks — R. Douglas Barbieri @ 3:16 pm

26th Kythorn

I must say that having been contracted into helping a drowning town of orcs has made my stomach turn. Had we not entered into an agreement of honor with the stranger we met in the pub, I would have smote the entire village. Or at least walked away (but I do like the idea of engaging blood enemies of my people). But, an agreement is *still* an agreement–honor one’s word first.

At least the Gypsies know how to celebrate. They do need better instruction in the fine art of ale and mead making, but their wine was not bad. They also seemed to enjoy my stories, and that tells a lot about a people. Again, not bad for humans.

And those human children we must attend to! At least Flanna has proven her worth to the party, but I fear that these children will be killed or worse. The gypsies looked as if they could provide a good home for them, but alas they weren’t interested.

And the *last* thing I would allow is for Flanna to be used as a sexual plaything. I find that thought distasteful. I would have struck down any other man for saying such a thing, but the gypsy leader showed us true hospitality.

PS: I *still* do not understand human mating urges or desires. Human and Elven women hold no interest for me. I hold Jarl in high esteem, for a human, of course, but I still don’t see what he sees in his bedfellows.

-G’Kar Truehammer, Defender of the Twin Storms, Dwarven Champion of Clangeddin Silverbeard